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Friday, April 29, 2016
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Repost: Lexi Fernandez Explains Why She Opted to Take Time Off from Showbiz
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Taking A Step Back From The Spotlight
“Why did you quit showbiz?” This is probably one of the most common questions I get asked, by many, today.
I’ve been out of the spotlight for 3 years now, ‘Kakambal ni Eliana’ being the last soap I worked on. Within the three years I’ve been out of the business, I have discovered numerous things about myself. I have began to discover who I am as a person, as well as who I want to become. I’m afraid I couldn’t do that while I was working in the industry. If you’ve read my previous blog post (My Battle With Anxiety and Depression), I believe it might be a little easier to wrap your head around the fact that I needed to deal with a lot of personal things during this time. During the three years I was working, I was already secretly battling anxiety and depression, but it wasn’t until 2013, while I was working on my last soap, that I could no longer handle it. I just exploded.
I started working in the industry shortly after I turned 15 and did so until I turned 18 years old. Studying to become a Child Development Scientist, I now know that these pubertal years are very important in the course of a developing human being. These years are the ages wherein children start thinking about who they want to be, what they want to do, and not to mention, when curiosity about all sorts of things occur in the brains of these young individuals. This stage is crucial in so much so that during this period in development, adolescents start thinking in a more abstract manner–they start being able to take into consideration viewpoints and opinions of other people, their personal and sexual identities develop, they start wanting to become more independent, and of course, the importance of peer relations are extremely important to them during this period of their life. (These psychosocial milestones are just to name a few of the most observable changes in the pubertal period of development.)
Having been raised out of the spotlight, even though I was technically exposed to the industry because of my mom at a very young age, I didn’t really truly know what I was getting into. I was warned, numerous times by my mom, that it was hard. Of course, the only thing I thought she meant when she said that it was hard were the working hours. Still, I insisted. My mom was hesitant, but as always, she supported me 100%. Since I was younger, I had this problem of wanting to please everyone. I always wanted to belong. I had this strong urge to fit in. I would do anything just to know that I am FULLY accepted and liked by everybody. Kind of funny, because in an industry like show business, that is probably the craziest thing to aim for! If only I knew that then. I would have probably spared myself from a lot of embarrassment and unnecessary intrigues! Hahaha. Anyway, as expected, in that aspect alone, I struggled. GREATLY. I pushed myself to change into someone I was very uncomfortable with just to fit in with the rest of the crew. Little did I know that doing so would just make me all the more prone to conflict. You see, being the way that I was, I would try very hard to make a relationship with everyone that I often times, put myself in a very dangerous place. A dangerous place meaning making myself very vulnerable to conflict and intriguing situations. I was very manipulative in a way that I would find ways to get people to like me, even if it meant putting another person down. In seeking to bring myself up, I actually did the opposite. I slowly became very unlikable as a person and even as a friend. To a 15 or 16 year old, that was torture. I remember feeling embarrassed and regretful a lot of the time, but because I was in the business, I felt as though speaking the truth was not an option. I couldn’t have been more wrong. My mom would often tell me to just be truthful. Be honest, and you will gain the respect you deserve. Although, again, I failed to do so. I was, you can say, what they called “bitter.” Hahaha. In return, I lost a few good friends and was getting attention for things I wasn’t proud of—like getting in between ‘love-teams’, for example. (This is where the sexual identities part of adolescent development comes in.) It’s so hard to like someone in show business! Hahaha. Everyone is tied up to someone and of course, if you come between them, you’re the bad guy. That was me. Not proud of it! Yet, being vulnerable to feelings of infatuation at that age, it was inevitable. Having said that, boom! More conflict. More intrigues. More embarrassment and regret. For an adolescent, that is a lot to handle. Not to mention that being in the business at such a young age with the constant pointing out of every flaw, I was extremely insecure with how I physically looked. I was constantly unhappy. The saddest part of it all was that I knew it was my fault that I drifted apart from a few people that meant a lot to me while I was in the industry. This whole scenario is explained through the bible verse Galatians 6:7. You reap what you sow. You face the consequences of your actions! I learned that the hard way, but either way, it was definitely a lesson learned.
It wasn’t all bad, though! After the issues died down, I was able to continue acting as well as make new, amazing friends—the right way. By being myself. Although I was still carrying with me my insecurities and the sadness of not being able to reconcile with a few of my friends, I did my best to move on. Nevertheless, put two and two together, secretly struggling with anxiety and depression as well as problems of a teenage girl, it wasn’t long before I could no longer handle it. After about a year, while working on ‘Kakambal ni Eliana’, I suffered from a fatal asthma attack. (You can check out my previous blog post to know more about it: http://lexifernandezph.tumblr.com/post/141154013307/my-battle-with-anxiety-and-depression) After that, I took it upon myself to take a break to just focus on working on me.
I love acting and I definitely miss it. However, having said that, I also love what I am doing now. After recovering from my attack, I enrolled into college and started studying about Child Development and Education in the University of Asia and the Pacific. I am very happy with my life now. 3 years after taking a step back from the spotlight, being 21 years old, I look back and just laugh at what I used to think was the end of the world for me. The problems I considered the biggest, most difficult situations are not even close to what one considers an actual problem! Oh, to be a teenager worrying about friends and boys! Hehehe. There are much more important things in life than to worry about what others think of you. So, to all the teenagers reading this that can relate somehow, I hope I am able to help you understand that it really is not the end of the world. It’s more like just the beginning!
I also want to take this chance to address some of the people who took care of me while I was in the industry.
To my GMA family:
Tita Annette, Mama J, Mama Trae, Tita Lilybeth, Tita Redgie and Simoun! Thank you for taking care of me! I love and miss you all.
To the EPs, PMs, directors I got to work with, and casting directors who never failed to give me work! Thank you so much. I am so grateful!
Special mention to my Tween Hearts family! I am sure you all know what I’m talking about on this blog post. Thank you for the understanding, patience and love! I love you guys so much, even if I hardly ever see you anymore. I think about you guys a lot and am eternally grateful for the lessons I learned while working and being around all of you. Hoping this reaches you all.
Barbie, you have always been someone who remained true to herself! From the beginning until now, you haven’t changed and that is something rare in the business! Thank you for unknowingly teaching me how to stay true.
Bea. GRABE. We’ve gone through the most. We loved each other, hated each other, then loved each other again. You know everything I have to say. I love you! Always!
Louise, your work ethic and strength have always inspired me. Continue working hard and shining bright!
Joyce, my soul sister! Your faith in God has inspired me many times. Continue growing in His name and I am sure your star will remain shining as bright, if not even brighter.
Derrick, your positive aura and personality always made the hardest of situations better! Love you always, love-team!
Kristofer, my kapatid! Thank you for always being the best listener. You were also never scared to stay true to yourself and I always admired that.
Jake, thank you for all the lessons learned! I hope you’re doing well!
Joshua, I haven’t spoken or seen you in forever but your kengkoy-ness never failed to make the set a happier place! Hope all is well with you.
Alden, thank you for always having my back! Missing you and your kakulitan very much!
YASSI! My best friend. Now and forever! Thank you for everything. You know me inside and out. Thank you for making me a better person and for sticking by me while I went through the toughest time. I wuv you with all my heart!
Of course, lastly, how can I forget?! To all my supporters. Through everything, you’re there! You guys never fail. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I love you!
I know I used to say I would never go back to show business, but after all that I’ve been through, I refuse to say never. I took a step back from the spotlight in order to allow my own light to shine through. As my mom always reminds me, there is a time for everything. Perhaps right now isn’t the time yet. I’m still in the process of growing up and still focusing on myself and my studies. Although, I wouldn’t be surprised if I did return one day–because as the saying goes, “It’s in the blood.” ;)
Love, Lexi
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Thursday, April 28, 2016
Just Another Diversionary Plot
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When Pretty Star (PS) tugged at the heart of Acquiescent Actor (AA), he did not hesitate and agreed to meet PS. While his friends reminded AA of the pain PS has been giving him, he shrugged off their advice and said that it was his heart talking. Thus, PS came over to meet AA and a photo op found its way to social media.
Sometime ago, PS was marked as the next bright star of her home network. She had everything at her disposal and all she needed was to go with the decision and plan of the network. However, when her first project was announced, the reception was not warm at all towards the storyline. Thus, her launch had to take a backseat as new talents of the network were given more attention.
Finally, when her initial project was aired, her hype did not translate to ratings. The attention of the network fans were devoted to the new talents the network was developing. Worse, the camp of PS decided to make moves that backfired on the said talent. At the core of the controversy was AA, who tried to salvage his honor. Unfortunately, PS and company were too hard hearted to be moved. The public did not take this attitude well, and thus, PS became the least popular among the new talents of the network.
For damage control, PS contacted AA and projected that all was well between them in a major event. AA indeed hoped that all would be well after, but he was wrong. Right after the praises were published and PS gaining positive points, AA was relegated to the sidelines again. AA knew it was hopeless and thus, he moved on in his career. Meanwhile, PS continued to be enmeshed in controversy, which further increased her negative image. Thus, she has to wait for the right project to revive her career.
Unlike PS, AA has projects for the network, whereas PS has not really been seen in any homegrown teleserye lately. As her career is on a slump, her camp had to think of a way to bring back interest again. Thus, AA was once again needed. Her camp instructed PS to become chummy with AA and join him in certain activities. However, PS was cautioned not to post anything related to her and AA, so that she will not be accused of resorting to a ploy. The camp said to allow other media sites to pick up the story, as other sites will not make it obvious that her camp is indeed resorting to a cheap stunt.
When a photo of PS and AA surfaced, eyebrows were raised and comments on him being used by PS pervaded. As his friends chided him for being intelligent enough to know that he was once again being used, AA responded that he does not care. PS is very important to him and his actions are his way of helping her out. Further, he will do everything as long as she needs him.
‘He was fortified by a memory which kept only the good things and rejected the ill. Despite his sorrows, he had had a fair share of joys and these were ever fresh and accessible.’ ― Evelyn Waugh
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Movie Review: Unlucky Plaza
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Director: Ken Kwek
MTRCB RATING: R-16
How does a hardworking Filipino immigrant go hell-broke in a foreign land that he loves so much? In trying to untangle himself from his predicament, he gets scammed out in the process, losing all of his life’s savings. Will he have a choice in the end?
The film begins with the three main characters – Onassis, Michelle and Sky – shown being interviewed on television recounting that horrible ordeal they had together. In the movie, the tv interview appears like a formal storytelling with each one of them telling the viewers how they were able to come out of it alive a year after. Unfortunately, this kind of presentation defeats and spoils the suspense in the story.
The first half of the movie is like an introduction of each character as they appear based on the sequence of the interview, and not exactly how the story develops. Thus, it’s only in the second half as the film progresses, that the viewer gets to see the gist and what the story is all about.
Epy as the immigrant Onassis Hernandez is so convincing in his portrayal, you’d think it was tailored for him. His role as a restaurant owner in Lucky Plaza fits him to a T. His business is fast going bankrupt and he is struggling financially. Consequently, he is faced with mounting bills and rent to settle as his landlady is threatening him with eviction. His only son from a failed marriage wants them to relocate to the Philippines but Onassis will not hear of it for he loves to be live Singapore for what it can offer him.
Throughout the film, Onassis expresses his desire for a pink identification card (NRIC) given to all Singaporeans, but obtaining Singapore citizenship always eludes him.
Drinking his sorrows away alone in a bar, Onassis gets to meet Michelle, a gorgeous but lonely wife of Sky, a rich motivational speaker (and con-artist) who markets a wealth paradigm but is equally debt-ridden himself. Michelle, in connivance with her paramour pastor who dabbles as a property consultant leads Onassis to a rental scam. She runs away with his money to finance her escape from her husband.
The series of events finds the fuming mad Onassis and the pastor with Sky and Michelle in the couple’s mansion, with Onassis determined to get his money back. The presence of the Chinese gangster cum loan-shark who is after Sky’s neck further compounds the very tense situation. Push comes to shove for Onassis at this point as he tries to get justice into his own hands versus his oppressors. Armed with a toy gun and a meat cleaver – he takes hostage all four of them.
The situation quickly catches media attention when Onassis publicizes his act on social media, calling himself as a reluctant hostage taker and his hostages as the real bad guys. It is this part of the story that the movie probably redeems itself as the viewers watch with bated breath the long and suspense-packed confrontations among the hostage-taker, the hostages and the authorities that led to a violent end.
The story reveals what most of us don’t know – that in spite of its wealth and reputation, there are real issues of unhappiness in Singapore society. Director Kwek sends a message especially to Singaporeans, with many of them wanting to give up their citizenship for greener pasture elsewhere. Kwek prompts the audience to think about their identity and uses Onassis' experience as a reminder.
For his role Onassis in this crime thriller, Epy Quizon won Best Actor at the Singapore International Film Festival.
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