Sharing her journey of overcoming thoughts of suicide in the face of bullying is an act of tremendous courage and resilience, especially knowing there are people like you bound to leave comments like this. May her story inspire others who may be going through similar experiences to seek help and find hope and triumph over ugliness and hate.
Reminds mw of my suicide when I was in high school. I wanted to end my life, pero naawa ako sa nanay at tatay ko. Pag namatay ako, poproblemahin pa nila yung ipapakain at pangkape sa mga naglalamay saken. Mahal pa ng lupa sa sementeryo. Nakakahiya sa mga tao sa paligid, pagchichismisan kaming pamilya. Hight sa lahat, ang sakit nun magpakamatay. Kaya di ko na tinuloy.
Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako sa comment mo or maawa pero pinatawa mo talaga ako at naiintindihan kita. My dear, i am glad you chose not to end your life. Life is beautiful. You are beautiful. Kaya natin ito!
1:03 That is really good decision. It shows you love and care for your parents. I think love and care are the ultimate cure for mental health situations...
Suicide is really not the way out. You'll end your suffering but the people you left behind will be forever scarred. That's how it becomes a curse. You'll just transfer it to those who will mourn you.
Me also. 😔😔 There were times that I am thinking of committing suicide but thanks God tinutulungan nya pa din ako. Ayaw ko maranasan ng kapatid ko yung hardship of going to college in an empty stomach so imbis na mag suicide go lang ng go kahit minsan ang hirap na.
1:03 here. Yes I am doing very well these days. Thank God at di Nya ako hinayaang mabaliw. Pero yung mga suicidal thoughts ko matindi na talaga nun. Naisip ko pag nagpakamatay ako, magwoworry pa nanay ko bumili ng zesto at tinapay pag nilibing ako. Magpapasugal sa lamay ko eh magkano lang naman ang tong. Kaya ayun, diko na tinuloy.
At that age I was also quite depressed and suicidal. Lalo na't struggling kayo financially and have the misfortune of having an alcoholic father. Haist. Books were my solace and escape.
I attempted suicide when I was 17. I couldn’t push thru because ang hapdi nung sugat kahit sobrang babaw pa lang. Buti na lang. Kaya lang 30 years later I still have depression. Can’t do much but to carry on kasi di ko kaya mawalan ng ina mga anak ko.
I recently almost did the same. I was so surprised I’d even consider it. When you’re triggered suddenly it makes sense to just end it. I’m not sure what’s keeping me here and I don’t know how to talk about it, not even with my therapist. If I tell my friends or anyone, I’ll always be marked as suicidal. I don’t want to cause fear or panic. So what she’s saying is true. You really don’t know who’s considering it so try to be kinder with anyone you interact with.
I feel you. Pag may recent na nangyari, daming posts about “reach out, reach out” churva, but when you actually attempt to say or even just to imply na suicidal ka, sasabihan na nagda-drama lang, na di diary ang social media, and all that cr*p.
Unsolicited advice, but what helped me was the fact that I failed the first attempt and sustained liver damage because of it. Sa lahat ng nakakaisip magattempt, keep in mind that the body will do everything to keep you alive, so don't even try it because you will fail and have f*cked up organs.
Kaya para sa mga single pa na nakiki maritess din dito sa fp, pls, pls, pls, pag nagkaanak kayo bigyan nyo ng sapat na oras mga anak nyo ilayo nyo muna mga gadgets nyo pag kasama nyo sila. Yong atensyon nyo yong mahalaga, hindi yong material na bagay ang makaka puno non. Naniniwala ako na ang depression nag uugat sa kung papano sila lumaki... Ako lang to isang ina...
I just wanted to kill myself the first week of August this year. It was a different feeling, yung wala ka ng interests at reasons sa lahat. I just wanted to end it all. Until a friend from SG called me and said she’s going back home and that we can catch-up over lunch on Aug 7. After that, there’s an instant feeling to just go on with life. Though, until now, I still feel depressed and still having suicidal thoughts, but yet I am still choosing to live. Now, I am writing here as anonymous and having this feeling that maybe it’s still better to talk about how I feel to some stranger who may not judge me.
there was a time that I felt imprisoned with everything that's happening in my life that made me want to end it all. But then Vice's show came up, GGV, and I sat down to watch it, thinking tatapusin ko muna yung show before carrying on with my plan. Then I caught my self laughing hard with her jokes and my mom heard me and joined me in watching the show. That's when I realized that I can't do it, I don't want my mom to go thru the rest of her life with the baggage of having a child who took his own life. So Vice, without her knowing, saved my life.
Kapit lang kapatid. Hindi ka nag-iisa. God sees what's in your heart and He will not forsake you. Instead, He will make a way to help you. Hang on, you are loved! Hugs.
hi there! i suggest u focus on things that other don't have and what you have, sometimes we neglect that we are blessed than others. let's count our blessings, i guess it will remind us we are far better than others.
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ReplyDeleteHugs Maureen. Malupit talaga ang mundo sa mga magaganda. Lalo na ang mga chaka. May tawag diyan. Inggit LOL
Delete12:14 even when she was in the competition gigil na gigil skanya mga girls don kasi maganda siya! galit talaga kayo sa mga magaganda sus
Deletebakit dito ka naghahanap ng fashion? punta ka sa google or sa youtube.
DeleteLagi ganyan comment inggit daw kasi pangit lol😂😂😂 wala ba ibang comeback🤣
DeleteSharing her journey of overcoming thoughts of suicide in the face of bullying is an act of tremendous courage and resilience, especially knowing there are people like you bound to leave comments like this. May her story inspire others who may be going through similar experiences to seek help and find hope and triumph over ugliness and hate.
DeleteProof we need a more compassionate and understanding society...
Delete2.46 oo kasama din yung isang Pinay dun na nambully sa kanya
DeleteYou can’t tell talaga if someone is having depression.
ReplyDeleteThose demons will not win if you pray to God and entrust your problems to Him. If it is beyond your strength to solve your issues, let go and let God.
ReplyDeleteAmen.
Delete🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
DeleteAmen
DeleteI do not believe in god but this is actually an established fact. People who believe in something are less prone to depression and suicide.
DeleteReminds mw of my suicide when I was in high school. I wanted to end my life, pero naawa ako sa nanay at tatay ko.
ReplyDeletePag namatay ako, poproblemahin pa nila yung ipapakain at pangkape sa mga naglalamay saken.
Mahal pa ng lupa sa sementeryo.
Nakakahiya sa mga tao sa paligid, pagchichismisan kaming pamilya.
Hight sa lahat, ang sakit nun magpakamatay.
Kaya di ko na tinuloy.
Glad you're still with us 1:03. Stay strong
DeleteHope you’re doing well! 🙏
Deletemost sane/logical reasons not to commit suicide! Mabuhay ka! Literally!
DeleteHindi ko alam kung matatawa ako sa comment mo or maawa pero pinatawa mo talaga ako at naiintindihan kita. My dear, i am glad you chose not to end your life. Life is beautiful. You are beautiful. Kaya natin ito!
DeleteGood for you baks 1:03. Keep well.
DeleteSending you love.
DeleteHugs dear
DeleteHugs and Im proud of you .
Delete1:03 That is really good decision. It shows you love and care for your parents. I think love and care are the ultimate cure for mental health situations...
DeleteGlad you’re still with us. Kapit lang and post lang sa FP if malungkot, your classmates are here hindi ka nag iisa.
DeleteYang resilience na 'yan, in the face of adversity, that's a testament to the human spirit's capacity to overcome even the darkest moments!
DeleteGlad you made it through the storm!
DeleteSuicide is really not the way out. You'll end your suffering but the people you left behind will be forever scarred. That's how it becomes a curse. You'll just transfer it to those who will mourn you.
Please be kinder to yourself people.
Sending hugs. I hope you're doing well po :)
DeleteMe also. 😔😔 There were times that I am thinking of committing suicide but thanks God tinutulungan nya pa din ako. Ayaw ko maranasan ng kapatid ko yung hardship of going to college in an empty stomach so imbis na mag suicide go lang ng go kahit minsan ang hirap na.
DeleteVery good! It is true suicide hurts the one you left behind the most. Swerte ng parents mo you are still around for them x
Delete1:03 here. Yes I am doing very well these days. Thank God at di Nya ako hinayaang mabaliw. Pero yung mga suicidal thoughts ko matindi na talaga nun.
DeleteNaisip ko pag nagpakamatay ako, magwoworry pa nanay ko bumili ng zesto at tinapay pag nilibing ako.
Magpapasugal sa lamay ko eh magkano lang naman ang tong.
Kaya ayun, diko na tinuloy.
1:03 natawa ako sa kwento at reply mo. Mabuhay ka! At sana ma achieve mo lahat ng pangarap at gusto mo marating sa buhay ❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
DeleteAt that age I was also quite depressed and suicidal. Lalo na't struggling kayo financially and have the misfortune of having an alcoholic father. Haist. Books were my solace and escape.
ReplyDeleteSame. My escape was to go to school, cut class and hole up in the library from morning til night reading to my heart’s content.
DeleteI wanted to kill myself too before because my ex husband was very controlling but I thought of my parents n of course God .so I didn’t do it.
ReplyDeleteis your husband still alive?
Deleteomg 1:32 lol
DeleteShe lost her mom at a young age
ReplyDeleteI attempted suicide when I was 17. I couldn’t push thru because ang hapdi nung sugat kahit sobrang babaw pa lang. Buti na lang. Kaya lang 30 years later I still have depression. Can’t do much but to carry on kasi di ko kaya mawalan ng ina mga anak ko.
ReplyDeleteVirtual hug my friend :). Your kids love you!
DeleteKaya mo yan. Your kid needs you
DeletePraying for you, sana God malampasan nya to
DeleteKaya pala she and JK had a connection. Both lost a parent at a young age. Plus the German lineage.
ReplyDeleteI recently almost did the same. I was so surprised I’d even consider it. When you’re triggered suddenly it makes sense to just end it. I’m not sure what’s keeping me here and I don’t know how to talk about it, not even with my therapist. If I tell my friends or anyone, I’ll always be marked as suicidal. I don’t want to cause fear or panic. So what she’s saying is true. You really don’t know who’s considering it so try to be kinder with anyone you interact with.
ReplyDeleteI feel you. Pag may recent na nangyari, daming posts about “reach out, reach out” churva, but when you actually attempt to say or even just to imply na suicidal ka, sasabihan na nagda-drama lang, na di diary ang social media, and all that cr*p.
DeleteUnsolicited advice, but what helped me was the fact that I failed the first attempt and sustained liver damage because of it. Sa lahat ng nakakaisip magattempt, keep in mind that the body will do everything to keep you alive, so don't even try it because you will fail and have f*cked up organs.
DeleteKaya para sa mga single pa na nakiki maritess din dito sa fp, pls, pls, pls, pag nagkaanak kayo bigyan nyo ng sapat na oras mga anak nyo ilayo nyo muna mga gadgets nyo pag kasama nyo sila. Yong atensyon nyo yong mahalaga, hindi yong material na bagay ang makaka puno non. Naniniwala ako na ang depression nag uugat sa kung papano sila lumaki... Ako lang to isang ina...
ReplyDeleteThanks sa tip sis
DeleteI just wanted to kill myself the first week of August this year. It was a different feeling, yung wala ka ng interests at reasons sa lahat. I just wanted to end it all. Until a friend from SG called me and said she’s going back home and that we can catch-up over lunch on Aug 7. After that, there’s an instant feeling to just go on with life. Though, until now, I still feel depressed and still having suicidal thoughts, but yet I am still choosing to live. Now, I am writing here as anonymous and having this feeling that maybe it’s still better to talk about how I feel to some stranger who may not judge me.
ReplyDeletethere was a time that I felt imprisoned with everything that's happening in my life that made me want to end it all. But then Vice's show came up, GGV, and I sat down to watch it, thinking tatapusin ko muna yung show before carrying on with my plan. Then I caught my self laughing hard with her jokes and my mom heard me and joined me in watching the show. That's when I realized that I can't do it, I don't want my mom to go thru the rest of her life with the baggage of having a child who took his own life. So Vice, without her knowing, saved my life.
DeleteHugs!
DeleteKapit lang kapatid. Hindi ka nag-iisa. God sees what's in your heart and He will not forsake you. Instead, He will make a way to help you. Hang on, you are loved! Hugs.
Deletehi there! i suggest u focus on things that other don't have and what you have, sometimes we neglect that we are blessed than others. let's count our blessings, i guess it will remind us we are far better than others.
DeleteOne day at a time. Sending you strength and love.
DeleteHer words will lend solace and comfort to individuals who feel isolated and alone in their battles with suicidal thoughts. Love & light to all.
ReplyDeletekamukha nya jan si Serena van der Woodsen era ni Blake Lively!
ReplyDeleteSo sad, I hope she's okay now...
ReplyDelete**Suicide Attempt. Kaloka yung suicide that is already the act itself if nag push through
ReplyDeleteMali ka rin beks. Suicide ideation ang tawag dun. Attempt is when you actually enforce your plan but it did not result in death.
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