Repost: Angelica Panganiban Questions Why She Fell for a Not That Handsome Ex-Boyfriend

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Ever blunt actress Angelica Panganiban has once again shocked many with her recent revelations about an ex-boyfriend of hers.

In an interview with Philstar’s Supreme, the Ang Dalawang Mrs. Reyes star shared that she and her ex-boyfriend never really broke up.

“Yung pinakamalala yung ‘di ka brineakan tapos ikaw parang, ha? Akala ko tayo? Tapos kung gusto mo mang kausapin, di mo mahagilap, di mo makausap,” she shared.

That incident, according to her, has pushed her to move on saying that “Break up na siguro yun?” 

When joked that the guy probably has no mobile signal, the Hugot Queen laughed and said, “Mukhang may signal naman siya kasi may mga videos na lumabas na nasa island sila, sumasayaw sila, mga bangag sila. So sabi ko sila na siguro, ‘di lang ako na-inform.”

Even though she didn’t name the ex-boyfriend that she was pertaining to, Angelica dropped obvious hints as to who he was.

“Yung iniisip mo na, ‘T*****a, hindi naman to gwapo ah.’ Yun ang tagal mong iniyakan, ang tagal mong pinagsilbihan, ang dami mong inadjust at kinalimutang mga tao o paniniwala sa buhay tapos talaga? Ikaw pa yung iiwan? Lapad ng noo mo, ‘day!” she exclaims with a laugh.

Although she’s not necessarily averse to the idea of getting a closure, Angelica proudly shared that she has now moved forward from that trying moment in her life.

“Wala na. Hinihintay ko na lang yung buong pagpapatawad. Hindi ko lang pwedeng madaliin, tsaka hindi mo pwedeng ibigay yung tawad sa taong hindi humihingi ng tawad,” she said.

But on another end, Angelica is well aware that forgiving someone despite the absence of an apology is really important in moving forward.

“Kasi doon ka gagaan, kapag ni-release mo sa sarili mo yung bigat. Hindi yun para sa ibang tao, para sa sarili ko lang yun. Para matapos na,” she said.

The Banana Sundae star’s ultimate goal is to be able to get back her old happy smile and to be able to embrace romance again—even as a concept as of the moment.

“Gusto ko yung pag nakita ko yung billboard niya, hindi nako namamakyu. Gusto ko yung para na lang siyang dumaan,” she said. “Dahan-dahan na akong nagigising ulit na gusto kong naka-smile, iniisip kung anong lulutuin ko para sa taong  mahal ko, padadalhan ko siya ng pagkain sa work, ganun. May mga ganun na ako ulit, kasi the past few months talagang p******a, never again. Di na ako bitter sa mga proposals, kaya ko na ulit manood ng romcom sa Netflix.”

It may be recalled that Angelica is last known to be in a relationship with John Lloyd Cruz who is now said to be in a relationship with Ellen Adarna. Reports even have it that Ellen is currently pregnant with John Lloyd’s child.