Go Away Pain

When a big change happens to someone, reactions are manifested. For example, whenever a woman gets a haircut or a makeover, expect comments assuming that she is undergoing something. When someone posts a bunch of cheesy quotes or lyrics of sad songs, the immediate assumption is related to feelings of the social media owner. Then, people could also do what they do not normally do, such as going on eating and drinking binges. For others, retail therapy is the best way to cope with any issue. Still, the ones who have the budget can book a ticket and fly away to escape reality.

The actions of In Denial talent (ID) are being observed these days, as people are curious if she would bother to give a statement on the recent development in her life. ID, whose life has been an open book, seems to be taking every controversy that is linked to her in stride. ID appears cool and calm, and keeps her opinions to herself. Although she looks like she has her act together, ID is still coping with the aftermath of a failed relationship.

Given that the public is aware of her lovelife, ID has always been known for her long-term relationships, which often prompted her fans to wish that her current partner would take her to the altar. The last one was thought to be the final one, but things did not turn out the way ID had expected. Somewhere along the way, the relationship soured. ID thought she would still be able to work it out, but Her Former partner (HF) had moved on. Still, ID would visit the home of HF and bring food, but he would not be home, and the assumption is that he is with a New Lover (NL). ID would allegedly even stalk HF, but her efforts were futile. HF was not giving her attention.

Whenever ID would come across HF and NL together, her emotional pain would hurt, and slowly, she had to accept that she would never have him back. In this context, she decided to do what she usually does, which is to take a break away from the industry. With a Trusted Companion (TC), ID went to a place she had never gone before. The trip was refreshing and distracting. More importantly, ID wanted to show everyone that she was doing okay and unaffected with everything that was happening.

The social media accounts of ID showed happy photos, but behind all these joyous posts was a very sad ID. Sometimes, TC would catch ID crying and drinking. At one point, ID released her frustration for the wind to catch. Anything to release her negative feelings, TC gave ID the leeway.

Things allegedly reached a climax when ID sneaked out while TC was sleeping. Lucky for ID, TC woke up and started to look for her. After walking a distance, TC saw ID drunk outside a pub. Thankfully, nothing happened to ID. TC took ID back to their room. When day came, ID was back to her bubbly self, as though nothing happened the night before. Everything seemed back to normal. However, the true test of her emotional hold is if she could truly accept that she no longer has space in the heart of HF.

‘Today I choose life. Every morning when I wake up I can choose joy, happiness, negativity, pain... To feel the freedom that comes from being able to continue to make mistakes and choices - today I choose to feel life, not to deny my humanity but embrace it.’ – Kevyn Aucoin

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